2/25/19

This Month was a Tad Bit Gloomyyy // february wrap-up


Whoo, February, how could so  much but so little happen in a month?


-School has been tough, but I've made it so far (barely).

-I'm still taking my evangelism class, and I've talked to over fifty people about God (according to a friend who has been keeping count).

-I've had around ten Bible studies with four different people this month! That's been an amazing blessing. <3

me with one of my little sisters, A❤️

-I've been feeling really frustrated because there's so much I don't know when it comes to the Bible and so much I've been taught wrong. There are times when I wish I could just erase everything I've learned and re-start.

-But I've learned SO MUCH so far and even though this change is hard, I wouldn't change it for the world.


-I feel like I've lost friends this month, a lot of people have seemed to be pulling away from me and I've been getting a lot of passive-aggressive comments and loaded questions about my faith, but I know I've gained so much more in the long run.

-I've made new friends and met even more brothers and sisters in Christ, so that has been wonderful.

-Admittedly, I cried a lot this month, but it's so strange because even when I feel sad and anxious I also feel peaceful because I know I'm on the right track, so a part of me is so joyful even though it's hard.


-I also got a haircut, which feels like a fluffy thing to tell y'all after all that ^ butttt, I got one, so. :P

-Annndddd the rest of this month will be shown in the wacky texts convos I've had (from like the three only people who really ever text me😂):


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My dad when I'm the tiniest bit late coming home from a (guy) friend's house.
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I can't even remember what this was about, it just cracks me up because it describes all my friendships in three words. 

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Honestly, what in the world

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Talking about schooollllll, so honestly, same, bro. :'))
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How was your month?



42 comments:

  1. Aw, I'm sorry that you've been having a rough month! Things are going to get better. <3 You have taken a huge leap and that is amazing!

    Those texts are so great! You had me laughing outloud! XD

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    1. They will, I'm sure of it, things have already been so much better this year. <33

      Lol, yes they are!

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  2. I know how you're feeling with your anxiety. It will still crop up for me too but the peace will come. Have faith, my dear friend :)

    Catherine

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  3. I know what you mean about knowing about the Bible! Sometimes I feel kind of like a failure or like I've wasted years of my life, because I just think, I'm almost 20 years old and I know sooo little about the Bible. I've been reading the Bible and going to church my whole life, yet I've devoted so little time to actually learning it! It's definitely something I want to work on.

    Although I'm sorry you've lost friends, I love how quickly you acknowledge that you're better off in the long run. Keep going strong. <3

    Also, your hair is so gorgeous! And your haircut looks lovely. :D

    theonesthatreallymatter.blogspot.com

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    1. Thanks, Emily! Searching for real truth is a journey we all must take. <33

      Thank you. ^_^

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  4. Your hair is gorgeous, the texts (especially the one from your dad!) is hilarious, and your little sis is adorable. I'm sorry you're having a bad month -- but here's to an amazing March. XOXO

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    1. Thank you! I hope you have a great March as well. xx

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  5. I'm sorry that February was so rough for you--I hope that next month goes much better! <3 <3

    I'm barely surviving school right now too--Math and Bio are not my friends. XD

    Your haircut looks fantastic!

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    1. Thank you! <3

      Yikes, I'm taking Bio as well, the only fun thing is dissections because at least they're interesting. We can make it though!! ^_^

      Thank you!

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  6. It has been a up and down moth for me. Just keep schoolen, just keep schooling ;). This is my last year in school, it has been hard. Hope March will be better for you!
    The hair cut looks great!

    astorydetective.blogspot.com

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    1. Same here, friend. <3 Haha. ;D

      I hope March is better for you as well!!

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  7. That last text message . . . my life. XD

    I wish February had gone a little bit better for you, but I’m also glad that so many good things happened this month! Hopefully March will go great for you. :)

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    1. Lol. >.<

      Thank you, I hope you have a fabulous March as well!!

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  8. Those texts tho. XD

    I hope March brings more calm, peace, and hope. Still so amazed and inspired by your faith. <3

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    1. My life... 😂

      Thank you so much, Ivie. I hope you have a better month as well. <3 <3

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  9. Oh, those texts were hilarious!! I loved them so much!! Especially the dad one. It sounds like something my younger brother would do!

    But I'm so glad that you're making steps in the right direction. I know it can be difficult and painful, but it really does pay off in the end. Love you dearly, girl!!

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    1. Lol! Brothers are great, aren't they? :P

      Thank you, Sarah!! <33

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  10. Love the pic of you and your sis! For the first time I realized that she actually looks like you.

    Funny thing, I just got a haircut this week to (about 7 inches)!

    I hope you have a better month, Gray! Love you and thanks for being my friend! I've been praying for you! <333

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    1. Thank you! All of us bios look alike, or so I've been told. ^_^

      Everyone seems to be getting them around this time--can't wait to see yours on Friday. :D

      Thank you. <33

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  11. Sorry to hear that you had a rough month. I hope March is a happier month for you.

    Also the texts were so funny. XD
    -Quinley

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    1. It's alright! Overall I had more laughter than tears this month, so it was still lovely. <3

      I hope your March is happy as well!

      And yes, my friends and I find ourselves hilarious. :p

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  12. Aw Girl. <333 I hope March is filled with lots of smiles for you. *hugs*
    (Your little sis is ADORABLE, oh my word. <3)
    AND THOSE TEXTS. I THINK I DIED. XD
    And your new haircut!!! You are so adorable!!! Love your hair. ;-D

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    1. Thank you so much, and same to you! <3 <3
      Yessss, she really is. ^_^
      Lol! >.<

      Awww, thank you! <33

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  13. LOL at the text conversations. Awww hope your March goes better with anxiety :) <3

    Lia

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  14. Reading Bible and studying it is amazing, I did it a lot last week and I learnt many new things ♡ Hope next month will be lovely for you!!

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    1. Yes, it really is. <33

      Thank you, and same to you, Ann. ♡♡

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  15. Yeah, Feb was rough. I got some serious "cabin fever" depression from being indoors for so long. It's been raining a TON and then been cold and all that and it's dark when I get home...I haven't been outside and active enough, and it's showing...

    But I've been reading a book titled Godly Conversation, about how Believers used to get together just to talk over the sermons they heard and discuss the Bible and talk about the state of their souls and it's been really good and convicting and motivating. Talking about your Bible studies made me think about it.

    BUT THOSE TEXTS. 10/10 Your Dad is great...

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    1. Ugh, I know how you feel. :/ Hopefully March is sunnier for both of us!

      <33

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  16. Good luck on exploring the Bible and relearning stuff! It's hard and challenging, but I think it's normal-sih? God's always showing us new things, and sometimes the new things either shows us that we were wrong before or they give us a different perspective on what we have already learned. Revising what we think we know is not a bad thing; it shows a willingness to learn and grow.

    Also, LOVE those texts! ;)

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    1. Thank you, I'm trying to go into it with an open mind, it's been a big change but a good one. New and stronger perspectives are great. <3

      Thanks, lol! ;P

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  17. I love your wrap-up posts, my friend! Also, those texts are AMAZING - pure gold ���� xx all the best ��

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    1. Thank you!! <33 I hope March is lovely for you, Gracie. <3

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  18. LOL THAT LAST TEXT. Girl, you're gonna be just fine. Promise.

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  19. I cried a lot this month too, sounds like your strengthening your faith, which is really encouraging. Love the texts! XD

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    1. Awe, I hope March fairs better for you as well then. x
      I'm glad it's encouraging! <3

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  20. Haha had so much fun reading the texts! And it's cool how much you're getting into your faith! My month was pretty good. I have no idea how it's over honestly lol.

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    1. I'm glad! :D Thank you. <3
      February went by so fast, didn't it?

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  21. Those texts are hilarious! It sounds like your month was pretty good. I feet like I was walking through a fog this month, both metaphorically and literally because it rained so much.

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    1. It was, thank you. <33 Aw, sorry about that, I hope March is better for you. <3

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